Thank you so much! Tumblr is such a great place :) I love people here! xxx Well it’s a pity that weekend’s here… Because at the weekend, my mom is at home all day and she cooks meals and I have to eat with the family ughh… I can control my intake on the weekdays. Idk how could I eat less when my parents are watching. But thanks for the message anyways. Thank you. It really helps <3
Edit (answer to fuckyeahiwillbeskinny): I knoww! I also hate wasting food, like you know, when I don’t want to eat the last piece of sandwhich and I throw it into the trash can… it’s a bad feeling. I hate wasting stuff!
It’s 6.03pm. And this pain in my stomach won’t go away. Please, go away. I’ve already eat a slice of bread in the morning. I’ve already fed you! Now shut up.
I’ll be so strong if I don’t eat anything else today. <3
Edit: I didn’t eat anything elsee. One slice of bread for one dayyy. Soo happyyy.
canwebefuckingskinnythisyear said: Keep being strong hun! I believe that you can <3
Thank youuuu <3
just do it, my nigga i just did. LOL ACTUALLY DO IT
GOING TO DO THIS … NOW
i’m in bed. BUT HECK. I’LL DO THEM RIGHT HERE. RIGHT NOW.
Man did that hurt lol, but it felt good, empowering (: DO IT!
Wooooo that felt good, I did some bicycles while I was there :)
okay :) <3
I actually did it.
Soooo. I bought a white jacket & a white jumper & a white hat in Tally Weijl. I love them all. Especially the cap. Haha it’s so cute! I think I’m gonna wear it everywhere since now :) I feel better today. I could miss the breakfast (I said I’m not hungry, dad said “Who isn’t hungry at 10 in the morning?” but they didn’t say anything else). But I couldn’t miss lunch :/ They forced me to eat a hamburger. Uh! I also drank 2 capuccinos in McDonald’s which was full of sugar but who cares I love it. I dunno if I’ll eat dinner… I think so. At least an apple.
Story. Of. My. Life.
I ate 4 slices of bread at my bff’s house… oh shit. I’m so sure I ate 1000+ kcal!
First I went to my so-called bff’s house at half past 1; we met up with two of our friends at 2 and stayed with them til 6. Then we went to meet other friends at 7. And everything happened like it had to be.
My bff didn’t give a shit about me, but that’s just usual. You know, I didn’t even want to go there the first place. My mom said it’ll be too much time spent together. From 2pm to 10pm - yeah, now I see 8 hours are really long and we spent it all together.
So I got angry at myself - why did I eventually go there. Then I got nervous - why does she do this all the time. Why does she say “Oh come on, come, we’ll have a good time” and then doesn’t give a fuck about me.
So I asked my friend if he could pass me a cig, and I started smoking and thought it’ll get me feel calm. I sometimes smoke. But really sometimes. But then I knew I shouldn’t start it cos the group - who I was with - doesn’t accept smoking. I heard someone saying “ya know, I am never ever smoking” and I was sure as hell they were talking about me. I felt like shit.
We’re going shopping to the capital city today with mom, dad and my little brother. We’ll go to McDonald’s but I try to eat something not high-cal. I hope I find some cute clothes and this day gets better than yesterday.
Thanks. I like chewing gums too because after it food tastes like shit. Same with toothbrushing: whenever I feel hungry, I brush my teeth and if I eat something after it, it won’t taste nice. (And it’s also good for my teeth.) Thanks for the ideas.
… and I ate it. I just can’t say „No” to food when it’s in front of me on a plate.
2 and a half slice of bread = 2 x 250 kcal + 250/2 = 625 kcal and I didn’t even count butter! :(
I need to develop my self control. I don’t want to eat lunch but I think I’ll eat a plate of Cini Minis for dinner. But, I’m going out with friends today (again) and sure thing that we’ll go into some fast food restaurant/candy shop. Ah, hell. Why can’t people just live without food!
All I can say is stay strong. I’m sure they’ll try to offer you cakes, sweets, chocolate, whatever. Well, if you want my personal opinion, I would eat a small piece of cake so they won’t notice I’m not eating any more. But if you do know about yourself that you would continue eating, then don’t do this. I think you should eat something before you go there, something low-cal so you won’t be that hungry.
I actually thought about this a few days ago… this is why I joined Tumblr <3 I have my inspiration in you guys, I can see what are you doing, how much do you eat, how do you exercise. This camp would be the best stuff ever! <3
Well, to be honest, I actually don’t clearly understand what ednos means. It’s short for Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified. It involves a little bit of both anorexia and bulimia; but we can’t rank it in any of them. A person with ednos shows all the symptoms of ana but has normal periods, doesn’t eat for days, but has a normal weight. Symptoms of mia are also shown, but they don’t binge more than twice a week. Some say it’s the worst eating disorder (I don’t know why, though). I found out these information last year, this is all I can remember, sorry. Hope I helped. x
- Feeling wanted
- Finding out the person you like, likes you back
- When last minute plans work out
- Sleeping in
- Over-hearing someone say something nice about you
- Spending lost of time with your best friends
- Risking something and not getting caught
- Random text messages
- Realising you have more money then you think
- Passing a test you thought you failed
- Being told someone loves you
- Falling asleep as soon as your head hits the pillow
I don’t have a progblog. Once I lose like 10 lbs I’ll post a picture on here.
I should just give this sh– up. Anyways I’m still 110 lbs. I’m still my f–ing starting weight.
I post everything (except progress blog passwords of course), so sorry if you don’t really want to see my answer. I’m sorry for your best friend, mother, sister, and I hope you can help them. My mother is the same; she usually runs and rides the bike, and she got really thin, like only 13 lbs (6 kg) more than me! Than her daughter. The difference between our weight used to be 25 lbs (11 kg). That’s because I used to be really thin, but my mom never was „fat”. I know what I’m doing, I don’t want an eating disorder and I sure as hell don’t want to be thin as some anorexic girls… I just want to be skinnier than most of the girls, looking really good in everything. Thanks for the message!