i want to look as fragile as i feel

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December 2010

13140) My closest friends don't know what's going on but 309 people following me, who don't even know me, know how much I hate myself.
Dec 31, 201038 notes
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Dec 31, 2010415 notes
why would someone say your fat? 106 lbs... NOT even close to fat if your 5'8"

I think it is.

Dec 30, 2010
thank you sweetheart <3

Thank you, too. Happy New Years anyways! :) <3

Dec 30, 2010
why would someone say your fat? 106 lbs... NOT even close to fat if your 5'8"

I think it is.

Dec 30, 2010
hey! thanks for following me :3 and stay strong love <3 xo

Oh, sure, I love your blog. You, too <3

Dec 30, 2010
Oh I noticed your answer to the last question. In that case, what is your mother tongue?

Hungarian. I’m from a small country in Europe, it’s Hungary. Do you know that or anything? Haha most of the people haven’t even heard of it. (Though Selena Gomez, Katie Cassidy, Katy Perry, Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt all have visited my little country this year.) So could you tell me what that question meant, please? :)

Dec 30, 2010
what diet did you use to lose so much weight?

I don’t know! Like, I don’t even do any diets! I just try to eat less than 2 times a day. I don’t know what happened. I seriously don’t use any diet… But I’m thinking about ABC (Ana Boot Camp), it sounds pretty good (also really hard).

Dec 30, 20101 note
wow, what a whore. i think you're beautiful and amaxing, and you're DEFINITELY not fat. um, last time i heard, 106lbs is only fat if you're like, 4'2", and you're 5'FUCKING8". so if that bitch wants to see fat, she could come to my page. i'll sit on her fucking face. anyway. <3 love your blog.

Oh Gosh, thank you so much, that made me feel so much better. :)

I didn’t really take her serious anyways, I know people say such bad things when they are angry. Like, I say some not-literally-true stuff to people when I am angry, so I can totally understand her. She was just trying protect her best friend which almost made me cry cause I just got into a huge fight with one of my really good friends because of a little thing and I don’t think I have any true friends, and it’s pretty nice to see that some people have such true friends. I don’t think she’s nice though, because she should’ve just ask me or something. Not like that, starting with “Bitch” and ending with “… perfect and skinny what you’ll never be”, so I had to look back at my posts to see what was wrong with her. Oh sorry I talk too much, I just had to write this down.

Soo thank you so much. <3

PS: I can’t imagine you soever but beautiful and amazing. I just know that. :)

Dec 30, 2010
SW: 110 lbs ~ 50 kg CW: 106 lbs ~ 48 kg GW: 99 lbs ~ 45 kg UGW: 88 lbs ~ 40 kg what does all the "SW,CW.." stuff mean?

W means Weight, S means Starting, C means Current, G means Goal. UGW means Ultimate Goal Weight.

Dec 30, 2010
what diet did you use to lose so much weight?

I don’t know! Like, I don’t even do any diets! I just try to eat less than 2 times a day. I don’t know what happened. I seriously don’t use any diet… But I’m thinking about ABC (Ana Boot Camp), it sounds pretty good (also really hard).

Dec 29, 2010
hi. its called leaning over, and what angle the picture was taken at. why you getting at heated, dear?

Um, sorry, what do you mean? English is not my mother tongue and I don’t understand this.

Dec 29, 2010
Dec 29, 2010110 notes
SW: 110 lbs ~ 50 kg CW: 106 lbs ~ 48 kg GW: 99 lbs ~ 45 kg UGW: 88 lbs ~ 40 kg what does all the "SW,CW.." stuff mean?

W means Weight, S means Starting, C means Current, G means Goal. UGW means Ultimate Goal Weight.

Dec 29, 2010
blue, pink. and i'm going to make up my own orange, you're beautiful. x

Thank you so much :) You’re so sweet! x

Dec 29, 2010
Dec 29, 201093 notes
13023) I hate spending so much money on food which I'll throw up, instead of spending money on clothes and so many other things I could have bought.
Dec 29, 201015 notes
13038) I only tell her to eat because she's starting to look skinnier than me. That is not okay.
Dec 29, 201024 notes
Omg, same here!! I love watching them eat so much, I even bake them cookies and cakes just so they can get fatter and fatter. I feel like such a bitch, but if I am a bitch, I'd prefer to be a skinny one (:

Haha AGREED! I can almost see that they are getting fatter lol. That’s why I love when I go through a day without food: everyone else got fatter except me! What a feeling :) x

Dec 29, 2010
13025) I keep on thinking that I might be developing an eating disorder but then I look down at my thighs. There's no way I have an eating disorder.
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12359) I hate when people watch me eat. I feel like everyone is judging me, every single bite I take.
Dec 27, 2010104 notes
#eat #people #watch #eating disorders #eating disorder #ed #judge #bite #single #every
Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays <3 May it be joyous and wonderful! =] Stay Lovely!!

Thank you! Merry Christmas to you, too, hope you’ll get everything you’ve wanted! Xxx

Dec 25, 2010
How tall are you?

Whoa, that’s random, haha. I’m 5’8” which is 173 cm.

Dec 18, 2010
How tall are you?

Whoa, that’s random, haha. I’m 5’8” which is 173 cm.

Dec 6, 2010
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