February 2011
It's 4.47pm and I haven't eaten anything today! Though I'm going to make a sandwich in half an hour because my mom arrives and I want her to see me eat and anyways I don't want to fast. :)
Had a pretty huge argument with my mom this morning...
Wednesday, February 16th, 2011
Had a pretty huge argument with my mom this morning. Somehow she found out that I’m not having lunch at school. (Before today, I told her that I’m paying for the school canteen and I’m eating every day.) So she told me she knows I’m not eating at school. I said that’s because food is disgusting there and not even tastes good. Then she said the typical text; I need to eat warm food so my bones and my body will be stronger, blah blah blah… So she said “Think about it” and went into the bathroom to do her makeup. I tried to go downstairs while she was in there because today was the last day to pay for school canteen and I wanted to go to school before she could give me the money, but she came to the stairs and threw some money to me. (So I got a little bit mad and I told her stuff I didn’t want to and left home without saying goodbye :(…)
In school, I paid for food but not as much as she wanted. She wanted me to eat every single day but I only paid for two Thursdays. Cool. Fucking cool. I hate arguing with my mom.
I compare my body to every girl who walks by.
For one week I wish we could make people swap their lives around. The rich with the poor, the young with the old, the bully with the victim, the abuser with the abused. I wish boys and girls could trade places, and husbands and wives. I wish the beautiful and glamourous could swap lives with the "ugly" and unnoticed. I can't imagine the amount of harmony and good it would do for our world.
haha yeah they love meh <3 I'm they're mommy =DD they sleep with me and everything but it kind of sucks because my bed has hair alllll over it and i can't wear very many dark clothes anymore because their fur always shows.
& awh i bet she was happy after that you got it out though haha!
I’m mine’s mom too <3 They are literally the love of my life.
oh yeah my dogs are barkless and they yodel all of the time haha :) it's really cute! I'm glad she's okay though <3
but yeah i know what you mean about when animals are hurt. My baby layla once got her foot caught in between two fence posts and was crying bloody murder so I ran outside. I of course had to grab her foot to get it out and she bit my hand, but I didn't get mad at her because I knew she was only doing it because she was in pain….
at least you know you tried though. i'm the type of person who will stop like middle of the road to help a dog with a collar on it. I once had a dog start running from me but I caught a glimpse of the name of the collar and started saying stuff that it looked like and once I said the right name it just laid down and rolled over on it's back haha. the guy started crying when I found his dog because he didn't even know she had gotten out. it's better to try and save a dog than to just watch it die, you know?
okay this is a silly video of me but you can see my doggies in the corner and rusty walks off haha http://chelseaalysse.tumblr.com/post/3108612157
Haha this is cute they just keep looking at you lol :D They’re adorable <3
My puppies bit my hand a few times too. When one of them (it was Kelly lol) had a bough stuck in her fur and I wanted to pick it out as quickly as possible. She bit my hand then looked at me angrily haha but it didn’t hurt.
Yeah, I know, that’s like one of the best personalities a human can have, I guess. I’m glad you’re like that, I love hearing things like that! There are so many stupid, idiot, bad people in the world, and I’m happy to hear there are many good ones, too.
I'm so scared of never reaching my goal weight.
Awhh I how Kelly is okay :(((( Poor baby! I hate when dogs get sick…& an eyeless cat?!?! awhhh! I hate when there are animals that are supper sweet and they're hurt. I mean the mean ones, okay (they're like mean people) but the sweet kind hearted animals don't deserve that at all….My friend told me once they saw a hit dog and it's insides were hanging out, but it would try and bite them when they went to help it (probably why the people who hit it drove away). They just sat there with it until it died and then covered it with a blanket :(((( I mean it was obvious it was going to die anyway but gosh why did man have to invent cars? I wish we still just rode bikes everywhere.
She is all okay. I think she just didn’t like the food that we gave to her yesterday. Haha she’s the sweetest, she doesn’t often bark but gives a “vuuuuu” shout instead. :)
Yeah, I know… It’s the worst when people hurt them really bad and leave them where they did it… Well, most hurt animals are scared, frightened, which they doesn’t want to show so they are agressive instead. Sad to hear that. :( I don’t like cars either… I saw a really small, adorable puppy on the street a few days ago, too, which was running in front of the cars, one almost hit it! I went to it and said things like “honey, little angel” and stuff to get it because I didn’t want it to be hit by a car but it got scared and run away. :(
Have you got pictures of your puppies?
People who say beauty is on the inside have never been fat, it doesn't matter how fucking nice or sweet you are. If you are fat, that is all people see.
Reblog if you hear the term 'fat' and automatically think people are talking about you.
I wanna be the girl at the beach that every other girl talks shit about
That girl that walks by wearing too short shorts unbuttoned to show their bikini. The one that doesn’t put clothes on after they leave no matter how far from the beach they are. The one with the perfectly tan skin. The one the chubby girls call a “slut” out of insane jealous.
I want to be that girl.
17946) I can't believe that I used to eat 3 meals a day.
I am a huuuuge fan of fashion...
… now. I didn’t use to.
It went like, I-don’t-understand-fashion-but-wear-fashionable-clothes-because-everyone-does-it > starting weightloss > being obsessed with skinny > superskinny models > fashion shows > fashion.
